sunset.

♥ Sunday, May 31, 2009 12:30 AM

It had no meaning.Memories?Negligible.Never expected that the months of training would be wasted like that.Staring at a couple of empty seats,getting our steps wrong.Dissapointing.After what happened,I felt like walking away.They tell us that it wasn't our fault that we got it wrong,but it was different to me,even if there was something wrong,but it wasn't of our doing,a backup should have been arranged.Even if the CD was spoilt or anything,we should have been told what to do if the CD was to be spoilt.

Anyway,I don't like to talk about this so much since it already ends..

So,new topic.

I would like to give salutations to some of our best aircraft & pilots of the RSAF,since now,the RSAF is going through a new turnover.This calls some farewells to a couple of our aircraft,which is either going to be out of service in a couple of years,or really really soon.The F-5E Tiger II will only be with us for the next couple of years,possibly 10+ years,or at least until our new F-15SG comes around,since there are a couple of our pilots still in Australia's RAAF training on how to fly the F-15SG's.Our reconnaissance/supporting radar Aircraft,the Hawkeye,you know,the plane with that spinning thing on top...It will be replaced with a Gulfstream G550 special mission business jets, configured for Airborne Early Warning missions.Our most popular and common aircraft,the F-16 Fighting Falcons,will also be out of service soon,most probably 20+years,more or less.So once again,My Salutations to all the aircraft which have been part of the RSAF,contributors to singapore's defense for a long long time,some before I was born,some during my father's NCC days.I bid you farewell,and I believe that even our new aircraft might not be able to service Singapore like how you guys did.

♥ Friday, May 29, 2009 6:29 PM

Today's the day where all of our practice is for.Weeks of repeating the same action over and over again.It all comes to this,today.I'll be marching in with my junior cadets,stand there and jog off with them,after receiving the insults thrown at me,like,the youngest cadets in NCDCC,and also this contigent is made up of secondary 1 and 2 cadets.After that,i'm supposed to clap my hands and scream about it.Everytime they said that,the more i want to prove them wrong.The Lance Corporal Rank on my shoulders now,I want to get rid of it.I won't be the senior cadet with junior ranks.This coming SNCO course,is the time where things come to an end.Tough training,All for the rank of Staff Seargeant.I don't know why i'm writing so much about this in the first place.I'm not one who wants to strive for excellence in things which I do not favor.But yet,others do.Then I ask myself,will I disappoint them?I've set my life out straight,but I realize that the longer I go,the more I doubt my decisions.Only one thing's certain.I want the RSAF to be a part of my life.Either way,I WANT an RSAF Uniform.I thought i'd only taste life's bitter flavour in the future,after school,when the decisions I make can only be made by myself.I guess I was wrong.Thinking about my future is one thing,achieving it,another.I used to sit down and dream,myself in an F-16D Block 52+,cruising above Singapore.Now I think again,Will I be flying it?Repairing It?Or maybe even cleaning it.But I never give up.Even when I'm playing a game,I never give up.Anyway,Im going to the RSAF Museum soon,if anyone of you wants to follow,just SMS me or give me a call.I guess this is the end of my post.Have fun holidays!Dream about me often!